I got this idea from the gorgeous Melly Kay's blog and thought I would give it a go. I love coming up with different outfits and Polyvore is one of my most favourite sites ever!
So here is my first ever, What I Wish I Wore Today.



TOP: Batwing Sleeve Top from Crossroads
PANTS: Slant Pocket Trouser Jeans from Old Navy
SHOES: Carnival Wedge from Betts (I actually own these shoes, but they are EXTREMELY high and hard to walk/drive in)
NECKLACE: Vixen Heart Necklace from City Chic

Everyone should give it a go and if you do, leave me a comment so I can check your's out as well. I will do a new one once a week.

Taking It Day By Day

Starting to feel a little bit better over what my little family went through last week. Losing a baby is the hardest thing that any mother will ever go through. It feels like I'm empty, like something is now missing, that can never be replaced. But I will get through this. I am a strong person. I have all the support I could ever ask for and I am so so grateful for everyone in my life.

Feeling Meh.

Blah. I feel like crap. I officially hate today and will for the rest of my life. Such a sad, sad day.

The Day Before THE Day

So tomorrow I'm going in for my first ever operation and let me tell you I am absolutely crapping my pants about it all. It's nothing major just routine surgery but just the thought of being put under anaesthetic is really scaring me. What if I don't go to sleep? What if I feel everything thats happening? Argh! I am so stressed and anxious about it!

Anyway, today I am just trying to eat well (I have to fast from 10pm tonight!) and rest as much as possible while Benjamin is at Child Care, now if only I could turn my mind/thoughts off things would be much much easier.