TOP: Panda Graphic Tank from delias.com
PANTS: Dark Blue Skinny Jeans from General Pants Co.
SHOES: Knee High Scrunch Boots from ICE
BAG: Large Slouch Bag from Givenchy
ACCESSORIES: Gold Elm Tree Earrings; Slouchy Grey Beanie

Favourite Finds Friday

Hi there! So, I've seen this and similar on a heap of my favourite blogs and it looks like a lot of fun, so I'm going to give it a go as well :)
These are my favourite things that I've found this week.

I saw these dolls over on Danielle's blog and instantly fell in love with them! I need them SO bad!!
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Coloured tights = amazing!! My only problem is choosing what colours I want.
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The prettiest handmade beanie ever! I can't wait for winter this year.
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The prettiest nails I ever did see! They would look wonderful with orange as the background as well.
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Anyway, I better be going and getting ready for work, I start at 4pm and work until 10pm tonight. Hopefully it will be a good night.

Bummed Out.

I am SO disappointed in myself. I haven't had a cigarette in just over 2 weeks until 10 minutes ago and I am so upset at myself over it. I gave it up cold turkey 2 weeks ago after it made me violently ill one night, and while the cravings have been bad, I have been SO good at not being tempted, but the past 2 days the cravings have been stronger then ever and I honestly felt like I had zero control over myself, so I had one. Ewwww, is all I can say. I feel SO sick and sad now. Back to step one I go! But this time I am going to get some help. Off to the pharmacy for something to help me. Wish me luck!

Wow, Just Wow.

So I know that I've already done 2 posts today BUT I've just been over to Danielle's blog, Sometimes Sweet, and she has the most beautiful video ever that I just had to share here as well.
As a parent myself I know just how hard it is to raise a child and try to be the most perfect parent that you can be. I am very very lucky to have my partner, Clinton, in mine and my son's life. I was going to be a single parent until he came into my life exactly a week before my son was born, he really is an amazing person to take on such an amazing responsibility when he didn't have to.
Anyway, I just want to say that I have amazing respect for all single parents, especially single-dads as they are often over-looked. My father raised me and my brother until he passed away in 2001, and I couldn't of asked for a better life.

I got this idea from the gorgeous Melly Kay's blog and thought I would give it a go. I love coming up with different outfits and Polyvore is one of my most favourite sites ever!
So here is my first ever, What I Wish I Wore Today.



TOP: Batwing Sleeve Top from Crossroads
PANTS: Slant Pocket Trouser Jeans from Old Navy
SHOES: Carnival Wedge from Betts (I actually own these shoes, but they are EXTREMELY high and hard to walk/drive in)
NECKLACE: Vixen Heart Necklace from City Chic

Everyone should give it a go and if you do, leave me a comment so I can check your's out as well. I will do a new one once a week.

Taking It Day By Day

Starting to feel a little bit better over what my little family went through last week. Losing a baby is the hardest thing that any mother will ever go through. It feels like I'm empty, like something is now missing, that can never be replaced. But I will get through this. I am a strong person. I have all the support I could ever ask for and I am so so grateful for everyone in my life.

Feeling Meh.

Blah. I feel like crap. I officially hate today and will for the rest of my life. Such a sad, sad day.

The Day Before THE Day

So tomorrow I'm going in for my first ever operation and let me tell you I am absolutely crapping my pants about it all. It's nothing major just routine surgery but just the thought of being put under anaesthetic is really scaring me. What if I don't go to sleep? What if I feel everything thats happening? Argh! I am so stressed and anxious about it!

Anyway, today I am just trying to eat well (I have to fast from 10pm tonight!) and rest as much as possible while Benjamin is at Child Care, now if only I could turn my mind/thoughts off things would be much much easier.

Oh Hey!

I have decided that it's time for me to start writing everything thats going on down so I can get it out of my head and stop every little thing from bringing me down constantly. I don't care if nobody ever reads this, it's not what it's for, it's for me and me only.

I am still currently giving the little blog a bit of a makeover so there will be weird things going on for a little while until the OCD part of me is happy with it.

I hope to be able to blog every day, but if I don't oh well. I will also be posting lots of pretty things and things that I love. Hopefully by blogging again I may actually start taking more photos as well, or that's my aim!